Stepping into the door of youth

  I saw that corner,which was gradually uncovering the cover cloth.I like the night sky,the stars in the night sky,the moon and the dark night without any brightness,the shadow under the street lamp seemed to be what I looked like.A shadow matched in this lonely scene,which was very bleak.A gust of wind blew,and the clothes rang in a daze,shaving on my face,let yourself try to open your eyes to see where it has gone.

  They said that when you lose all your dependence,you will learn everything.In fact,lonely people have already learned to bear the cold.They locked themselves in a room,where there were warm spring flowers blooming,rivers and lakes,eternal youth,birds and flowers fragrance,but only when they were alone could they appreciate them,they don’t like to be disturbed,and they want someone to disturb them.In fact,they are afraid of loneliness,but they have been used to loneliness and the joy and sorrow of appreciating the world.

  I remember that I was just promoted to junior high school,and gradually fell in love with loneliness.At first I thought it was so cold and cold,but Hen Ku.Later I realized that I was actually different from them.I was a person from two worlds,they can’t integrate into each other,their world is very simple,as if there is only one element”happiness”,and my world is indeed composed of many elements,but there is no happiness.I don’t like to tell my own stories.At that time,when I knew it,I would make people happy and let people have another kind of eyes to look at themselves.

  Through several Spring and Autumn Periods like this,I still can’t change the darkness in my heart.It is really dark.I can feel that it is slowly eroding my body,it’s like a single wolf eating a stiff yellow sheep,looking around for the point where you can lower your mouth,finding the breakthrough,and disappearing is just an instant thing.

  Once in a while,you lean against the tree,listen to the birds,listen to the wind,talk to the tree,light a cigarette,take a deep breath,close your eyes,when you open it,everything is still the original,without any change,the only change is that the night sky is full of stars and they are beautiful.They don’t say a word.I think they are lonely too!We are all listeners of each other,but we say nothing.

  Loneliness is the monologue in the heart.It comes from the night,but never comes out of the darkness.It is in charge of life and death in the world,but it appreciates the water of the Yellow Spring alone.

  At dawn,a cold wind blew into the room from the window.A new day began.I took a deep breath and walked out of the room.

  A few days ago,it rained and snowed again.Today is the second solar term”rain”this year.It happened that there was no rain in the sky.The sky was so clean and there was no cloud at all.

  There is a folk proverb:Three big bowls of rain,big rivers and small rivers should be full.The solar term without rain may indicate that crops grow and lack of water this spring,and the task of farmers ploughing in spring may be much more arduous.At this moment,I am immersed in the concern and missing of my hometown field.

  The sun rose from the top of the high-rise building,sprinkling the golden sunlight on the streets and alleys of the city.Casual people stretched themselves on the balcony.They didn’t care about the weather today and always stared at the mobile phone,care about daily changes in the epidemic.

  This winter and spring isolation or conscious isolation has greatly exceeded the stipulated 14 days,because the government has not lifted the epidemic warning,so everyone stays at home patiently,care about changes in the epidemic situation from mobile phone information.

  The unlocked spring scenery,the indomitable footsteps.

  Flowing in the yard of the community.The branches of the ginkgo tree just showed light red buttons.Begonia grew hard.The most dazzling willow branches were blown green by the spring breeze.The leaves of the cherry tree were so young that there was no sign of flowering,the purple golden flower blooms and wither tirelessly,and the withered petals lose their luster.The hairy grape leaves are like a silkworm crawling on the rough Vine.The most popular spring-catching flower blooms at the earliest,full of branches,it is full of pools…….

  I felt the tenacity of life,the growth of life and the beauty of life in the yard.They struggled to lean out from the cold wind and looked up at the sky and the earth;they broke through the darkness from the rock crack of frozen soil and welcomed the first ray of sunshine in early spring.They always give people Enlightenment,with beauty and hope!

  The sun rises slowly,and the air is flowing warm.The language of nature tells us that another spring is growing,and we have to start a new day again,which may be plain or vigorous,these seem to be not so important.The important thing is that they are still alive,can talk to the world,dedicate all their love to the world,and can be safe and sound for each other.

  Sitting on the stone stool beside the small bridge,the sun wakes up the tadpoles in the water,which are black one after another.Life is so vigorous that the swinging body conveys their energy,lift the water in the pond round and round,and disappear in the weeds beside the pond.

  Opposite the pond is a forest,with no new leaves,bare.Birds fly around and fall on the largest tree.There are about hundreds of birds,which are very spectacular.They fly back and forth occasionally.They are all in pairs.They are shouting and singing,there was no quietness in the morning in the yard.

  Suddenly,there was a muffled sound.The birds were flying all of a sudden and could not be seen any more.When they were enduring,another bird flew on the top of the tree,the cry of loneliness never stopped,and there were no birds flying back.I sat here staring blankly,ten minutes,twenty minutes,thirty minutes……An hour passed,but still didn’t fly back.The muffled sound just now was not only the one who took away the life of his partner,but also the pain of being alone made him wait for a whole day and fly away reluctantly until dark.

  In the vast world,how many lives are in reincarnation every day,how many partners are lost,they are divided and combined,and they are separated from each other.How many touching things happened around you and how many painful things twined you and couldn’t move.We chose and gave up again and again,and finally we returned to having nothing.How like that single bird!You will eventually leave here and embrace the beginning of a new day.

  Everything returned to peace,and everything began a new round of energy savings.We return to reality again,care about everything happening around us,and become mature and strong in this disaster.

  We expect the disaster to pass away as soon as possible every day,and pray that patients infected with the virus will get rid of the line of death as soon as possible and recover as soon as possible.Pray for the soldiers,medical workers,volunteers who stay at home safely for us……,When the spring blossoms and the anti-epidemic victory comes,they all need to go back to their small homes safely.

  Without their fighting in the front line,we would stay at home and enjoy the warmth of our small family!We are grateful,we pray,we silently bless,this extraordinary spring,those warriors fighting selflessly in the anti-epidemic line!

  Love warms this spring;Love makes us understand the boundless love in this spring!

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  Life,half is running,half is leisure;While facing the sunshine,while facing the shade.–Inscription

  What should it look like to grow into an imaginary appearance?No one is perfect,just like it.When firewood,rice,oil and salt wipe out the luster of life,pink and black can not cover the traces of annual rings,and it is inevitable to grow old.It is also good if you can feel relieved and slowly grow old gracefully.

  I feel that I haven’t grown up yet.The children around me have grown into big trees over my head.Suddenly one day,he shouted”Mom,a white hair……”Original age affects us,time stay.In a daze,the wrinkles deepened,with ravines and ravines,spots under the sky,and Twilight.Only children’s smiling flowers fill their lives,feeling very gratified.

  When you are young,you can go to a snow-moon romantic scene,or invite three or two confidants to sing to wine,with great lofty sentiments and burning youth dance music.Now,when I wake up in half of my life,I only hope that the years will be quiet and good.I can read the Moonlight Song,taste the happiness and become old slowly.

  When I like riding a bike,I pick up a little bit of meeting,and my thoughts are free and unfettered.The wind blew around my ears,and I felt very emotional for a moment,like the sea waves,suddenly a word,I was deeply moved,and came to my heart:”Life,it’s good to walk like this!”

  Being willing to be ordinary and enjoying being ordinary is also a state.There is no difference in life,and some have different moods.A porridge and a meal are as sweet as a mouthful.A book of tea is full of fun and spring.The less you spend the rest of your life,the more you can steal Fu Sheng for a long time.You can also have a childlike innocence.Simple happiness is also happiness!

  Time will not be simplified,life can not be expanded,step by step,it is a choice.Silence may not be thin,and enthusiasm may not be plump.Sometimes the words are wordless,lonely as snow,without more explanation.The wind blows and the snow falls,and the clouds fade away,all of which fall into the bottom of my heart and evolve into shallow marks.Ups and downs of life,cadence,after precipitation is also fragrant.

  Once prosperous,it was also the peak of bustle.The days when flowers bloom and fall,you come and go are the reality of life.One day and one night,I saw spring flowers,autumn moon,summer clouds and winter snow.Although we are small in such a large stage and so many beautiful things,we can shoulder the same shoulder with the years,treat them equally and cherish them every second.

  Walking life,put the mood into the wind,Bloom in the flowers,let the soft words,softer,slowly walk on the road of time.The left hand holds the insipid,the right hand holds the leisure,ordinary days,in the fun point,a moment of fragrance.

  Look for the leader of the soul,grow into the snow lotus on the peak,and brighten the days ahead.The efforts of all living creatures are nothing more than to get what they want.If they can get both sides thoroughly on the black and white grid,the walking life may be lighter.

  When walking in life,if you read the cadence and cadence rhyme and add affectionate punctuation,the interlaced and white ones will be the scenery in your eyes.If there is Spring blossoming on the face and splendid mountains and rivers in the heart,then the sunshine in the future will be bright and bright without hurting,and there will be no deletion!

  This season of the year before last,I always remember that it was the first winter I came to this city.It was the first time in 19 years that I left home thousands of miles away.There were no relatives or friends around me.I was not sad,because I knew that I was starting a real life alone,and I was walking the road that a person should take.

  I am a person who does not know worldly stories.I tried hard to design the future path for myself with my unintelligent mind.Reality is a practice field,which can help you take off and make you die.Through the Ages,many charming fantasies have been knocked apart by the reality.Of course,there are yours,his and mine.

  I ran in the bitter season,I walked through the strange crowd,and I had a strong desire for all the beautiful things in the world.In order to pursue these,I once lost myself,maybe it was a kind of confusion.During that period of time,I lived in disguise and couldn’t see a real sky for a long time.I felt sad unexpectedly.I doubted whether I had a real life and whether I also existed.

  In the twenty-three years of life,sadness and joy were mixed,falling down and standing up were the same,but I always insisted that even though I was exhausted and scarred,I still maintained my unique personality.Because I know that life is not easy.What is easy is decadence and death.However,a person who is unwilling to be ordinary will not allow himself to stay in this situation for a long time.Even if he falls into darkness and falls into the mire occasionally,he will struggle and climb up.

  Life is the heaven and earth where we cultivate our youth,and ideal is the belief we still insist on.People are born with desires,strong desires,strong and powerful,so as to reach a state of life.Maybe you will say that this state is the shore that is hard to reach in your life,but it is because of this that you have the meaning of life and life.Life is a lifetime,grass and trees are a spring,what kind of life is worthy of being born?What kind of life can lead to death without regret?We have been asking and doing it.Until today,we still can’t give a perfect answer,because this itself is incomprehensible.We only know better,better,and unremitting pursuit.

  I once asked myself whether I had a clear conscience in the past twenty years.Looking back on the past,it seems that this question has been there.The reason why people are human beings is not only that they have thoughts,but also that they have pursuits and strive to realize them.

  I saw people like me rippling in the Rivers of Time.Looking back,the wilderness of memory was full of desire.No matter how difficult life is,please stick to it;No matter how dangerous the years are,please keep on the road.There will be another scenery in your life.

Moreover,the flowers bloom with sound.Although they are tiny

  Because outbreak,long time haven’t gone out.Today,I have a suitable opportunity to relax in Wanfu Park.

  As usual,I went to the Cherry Garden to watch the cherry blossoms.

  Wanfu Park covers an area of more than 20 mu of Sakura Forest,and there are many different varieties of Sakura,among which the largest single variety is Tokyo Sakura,Japan.I thought cherry blossoms were beautiful originally,but because of the influence of the Wuhan epidemic,I could see another feeling:Cherry blossoms bloom like snow or like clouds,beautiful,but also sad-I saw a little gloomy in the white,but I saw more bloody in the red,but I hope it can not only represent love,it can more represent a firm and determination spirit and render a more heroic color.–I think,instead of being sad,we might as well look at it with appreciation.

  Therefore,when I saw the cherry blossoms,I went to look for another kind of affection-the blossoms were loud.

  Is there any sound when flowers bloom?For a long time,I have been thinking about this problem.Finally,one day,I clearly found that if you feel it with your heart,you will hear the flowers bloom and sound,depending on whether you will find them.

  French poet krodale said:The eyes can also be heard.Literati’s works and scenes are frozen,no matter realistic or freehand brushwork,but also like frozen images,just like a moment on the screen.Watching flowers means feeling with your heart.If you watch more,you will get better and better.Touching the flower branches,making the flower shadow,watching the Flower Dance,smelling the fragrance of the flower,and releasing the flower language,suddenly one day you will feel the flexibility of the flower,the sound of the flower blooming,so tiny,but it is so simple-all creatures created by nature have their own unique meanings,so there will be sounds when flowers bloom,which belongs to themselves.

  whether you pay attention to them or not,they have existed objectively.

  ”I especially like a moment,when the words fall on the keyboard under the’kake’,a flower blooms suddenly.”I suddenly thought of such words,and I felt very Shu Ran.

  The mood is getting better gradually,and I can see the pleasure when I look at the flowers.Gradually,I feel that the world of flowers is psychic with people’s heart-when the leaves stretch their bodies slowly,when the flowers spit out their stamens,I clearly heard a proud voice:I want to bloom the splendor of life.

  Yes,on the short road of life,shouldn’t we grasp life and create miracles like flowers?Flowers bloom and sound,let alone us!Let the world feel our existence and let history record our splendor.

  Flowers bloom and sound,do you feel it?

Yunfeng and Lili sat at the bow of the boat.

  In the early autumn of year 82 S,Yunfeng accepted the restoration and confirmation work of No.2 blade of No.2 machine of’330’project in Yichang.At half past four P.M.on August 15,the passenger ship from Chongqing to Shanghai left Chaotianmen Wharf on time.The third class cabin on the ship was a room with eight people.There were four beds on the upper and lower bunks in the room.The bed of Yunfeng was No.123,and the thin and thin girl I met when I bought the ticket was No.122.When the girl saw Yunfeng,her face immediately turned from sunny to overcast.Maybe she recalled the dispute when she bought the ticket.Whatever,a man and a big husband,don’t have the same knowledge with her.Yunfeng put the pillow on the head of the bed next to No.122,and closed his eyes and recuperated himself on the bed with the clothes.This means that if you don’t see it,your heart will not be annoyed.

  ”Son of a bitch,get up and sleep!”

  Yunfeng opened his eyes and saw that little girl standing in front of his bed,staring at him severely with her eyes,pretending to be aggressive.Yunfeng wanted to laugh in his heart.You are about 1.5 meters tall,weighing about 80 kilograms at most.I am lying here.If you beat me ten times or eight times,it won’t hurt me at all.Really….

  ”Alas–,sorry.Of course I can sleep on the other end.Well,it’s just a little inappropriate….Think about it,a young man,once he opened his eyes,he saw a little girl coming there,feeling….”

  ”What do you think!Hum….”

  ”A little,um…,Indecent.”

  ”Hee hee,indecent?….”

  The little girl stared,her face turned red,as if what Yunfeng said was reasonable.Apart from being thin,this little girl is quite delicate and symbolic.Although it was a little bit unruly,raising your hands and raising your feet also showed some elegance and the spirit of books.

  ”Well,yes,it is not suitable for me to sleep on the other end!….”

  Yunfeng thought to himself,that’s right,where there is a young man sleeping under a girl’s crotch.If she really wants to insist,then Yunfeng has to change to the other end to sleep.At most,it is just to open your eyes less or not to squint.After thinking for a long time,she may still think what Yunfeng said is more appropriate.The expression on her face turned cloudy and sunny immediately.She moved her pillow and put it on Yunfeng’s pillow.Finally,a disturbance disappeared.

  This ghost elf looked at Yunfeng with his big eyes,as if he wanted to ponder,speculate,or guess what he wanted to know from Yunfeng’s face.Yunfeng raised his head,avoiding her gaze,silently looking at the autumn sun outside the window,feeling the domineering of Chongqing Autumn Tiger.Thinking about the beauty of the Three Gorges,the hero of Yamen.

  ”My name is Lili.May I ask if you are….”

  ”Oh,Hello,My name is Yunfeng.”

  When young people are together,some small unhappiness will soon disappear.It is said that Chongqing people are straightforward,open-minded,and the joy and anger only appear on the face,never exist in the heart.That Lili was no exception.She soon became friends with Yunfeng and had a great chat.

  Lili said that after her major graduation,she was assigned to work in a research institute in Beijing,and her parents both taught in Chongqing Academy of Fine Arts.She began to learn art since she could remember,not because she loved it herself,or she was willing.But their parents all do that kind of work.Their work is painting,leisure and painting.The topic of chatting is painting,what is happy is painting,and what is sad is painting.Although she was a worker,she became interested in painting because of the edification from childhood.And he declared to me that this was not a hobby,but a habit formed from childhood.

  She also said that she went to Yichang for a public trip because her parents were in Chongqing.With the consent of the leaders,they made a detour to Chongqing to see their parents.

  Yunfeng said that he worked in a large factory in western Sichuan to do something in Yichang,and also said that he knew another Lily.I said that Lili was clever and talented,and that Lili’s time was wasted….

  The next day,just before dawn,the little girl picked up the drawing board and frame and left the room silently.Yunfeng closed his eyes and silently reviewed the relevant materials of No.2 blade of No.2 machine of’330’project,thinking about this task.Then,Yunfeng also came to the deck and saw Lili concentrating on painting there.Yunfeng gently walked to her side,and she didn’t notice at all,which showed how focused she was.

  Although that little girl’s paintings were only sketched with the technique of drawing,they were also majestic and extraordinary,which really deserved to be born in an art family.Yunfeng watched quietly and dared not make any noise.I knew this was the most taboo thing for artists.Her paintings are full of mountains and rivers,and cliffs are overlapping.Cangshan also appears to be full of vitality….It could not be seen from the picture that it was actually the hand of a thin little girl.With this and this scene,Yunfeng naturally remembered a few poems and wanted to match them with the little girl’s paintings.Look up at the sky,it’s still like Wei Xiao dawn.Seeing Lili standing at the bow of the boat,observing and sketching on the drawing board,I showed some respect to her in my heart.Anyone who does any work should be respected as long as he is dedicated.Even if he has a bad impression on her,there should be no exception.

  After dinner,Yunfeng and Lili walked on the deck.Lili seemed to be tired.Just quietly walking beside Yunfeng,the expression is neither excited nor depressed.

  ”Tired!I went to see you painting in the morning,very good,very imposing.”

  ”I have to modify it tomorrow,Yunfeng.I feel a little tired,let’s go to the bow and sit for a while.”

  The evening wind was cold.Although it was very comfortable to blow on the body,it was not a good thing to get cold.

  ”Lili,it’s too cold.I’d better go back to my room.”

  ”Sit down again,Yunfeng.The room is very stuffy,and it’s still early to rest.”

  ”Well,good.Lili,I saw your paintings and the modality when you were painting,and I remembered a few words of rhyme.One is the painting that you want to match,and the other is the shape of your painting.However,I also feel that the artistic conception and momentum are a little insufficient.It seems,um,it seems that there is something wrong with it.”

  ”Hee hee,I am Lili,not surnamed Ban!Speak out and listen,Yunfeng.”

  ”One song is called’going down to the Three Gorges’.I think your painting is also a bit like going down to the Three Gorges,and the other one is called’mountain high gorge forced to reflect the moon xiao’.Yes……”

  ”Yunfeng,you have become a big girl,tell me quickly!”

  ”Hao Ba!It is:the mountains are heavy,the water is overlapped,and the mountains are endless.If it is difficult to create a generation of business,only the great river will never die.”

  ”Well,Zi Yun.The first two sentences are full of momentum,which write down the mountains of the Three Gorges and the running of the Yangtze River,which is exactly the artistic conception that my painting wants to express.Although the latter two sentences also eulogized the endless flow of the Yangtze River,they slightly belittled the generals and princes.Hee hee,this also reflects Yunfeng’s young age….”

  ”Yunfeng,there is another song,read it quickly!”

  ”The other song is:the mountain is high and the gorge forces the moon to be small,and the breeze is thin and the mist floats on the boat.It looks like Dan Wei Dan Xiaoguang is shallow,and the bow of xiaoya is painted with white drawing.”

  ”Hee hee,Yunfeng,’Mountain high gorge forces the moon to be Xiao’,absolutely,absolutely.I like it,thank you for the poem you wrote for me!Well,the word”little ya”feels a bit…,Hee hee.”

  ”Lili.Although using’xiaoya’seems casual,it is more suitable for your lively and unrestrained character.Hee hee,don’t say thank you.Anyway,it’s okay.It’s for fun.I’ll copy it with a pen tomorrow.”

  ”Well…,Zi Yun,I know.Why did that Lily struggle hard for you for those years and can’t extricate herself.Hee hee,I guess,I’m afraid that deep in your heart,you also have a deep feeling for that lily!”

  ”Alas–let bygones be bygones.Lili,look at the rolling Yangtze River and the passing water of the East,isn’t it just like those generals and princes who have a lot of entrepreneurship,and just like the years we lost….”

  At this point,they didn’t speak any more,silently watching the rolling Yangtze River,passing through the Three Gorges and fleeing far away.

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